Sickness Talks
Apr. 3rd, 2009 11:11 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jessicagallagherIt's weird how the moment I feel like complete crap is the moment I feel like typing and writing away. Poor people are suffering my rambles and babbling on AIM. The problem is, my focus is all off. So I get distracted easily and my ramblings become... well, less than coherent.
I keep freaking out about the fact that this house is going to be ours soon. Like, in a month's time. I keep imagining walking into it again and realizing that it's really ours. I can't stop thinking about decor and furniture and wall colors and everything. It just seems so unreal. I feel like I'm living someone else's life. As if someone is going to realize what they've done and say "oh wait, no... I'm sorry. There's been a mix up. This house isn't yours." It wouldn't surprise me.
I really want to watch "Adventures in Babysitting", which I swore we owned on DVD... but I can't seem to find it anywhere. And nothing else looks good to watch. Yesterday I attempted to put on "Alice In Wonderland" to help me sleep, but it didn't help.
I think I'm going to go look for a movie again.
I keep freaking out about the fact that this house is going to be ours soon. Like, in a month's time. I keep imagining walking into it again and realizing that it's really ours. I can't stop thinking about decor and furniture and wall colors and everything. It just seems so unreal. I feel like I'm living someone else's life. As if someone is going to realize what they've done and say "oh wait, no... I'm sorry. There's been a mix up. This house isn't yours." It wouldn't surprise me.
I really want to watch "Adventures in Babysitting", which I swore we owned on DVD... but I can't seem to find it anywhere. And nothing else looks good to watch. Yesterday I attempted to put on "Alice In Wonderland" to help me sleep, but it didn't help.
I think I'm going to go look for a movie again.
