jessicagallagher | Always The Same (Reply)

Originally published at constant-casualty.net. You can comment here or there.

I haven’t given up on you. It’s just that this past week has been a little hectic and draining and I just don’t have any words worth saying, really. I annoy myself with how whiny and bitchy I sound, and with how negative I can feel sometimes. I used to be so optimistic - what the hell happened to me? I want to write about work, and about how much it really does bother me… But to be honest, I know you don’t want to hear it, and I don’t feel like writing it. It won’t change anything, right?

I am thankful for my husband. He makes me smile on a daily basis, which is more than I can say for most anything else. I’m grateful for my furry little friends that live with us, because they make my heart melt with how damn cute they can be. I’m forever in debt to music, because without it I know I would be an empty shell of a person.

Reminders. I just need to keep reminding myself that the world is not always out to get me, and there are many reasons for me to be happy. Because, after all, I really am happy. When I don’t let the stupid shit get to me.

Tomorrow I will write something more eloquent and inspiring. Tonight I am going to sleep.